Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Two of me
I feel like I am two different people right now. I am still the Jennie that people around me know and care for. I'm still a stubborn hard headed driven individual. I'm still a team leader and willing to go that extra mile. But I feel like there is a blackness inside me that threatens to devour me. I feel like nothing matters. I feel like nothing. I feel like just giving up.
Glenn says that this is not me. That this is not the girl he fought with for 5 years. John says he thinks I will be ok. Lyndall talks about the fact I can always turn bad to good. My friends all say that I am strong and that I will pull through this. But I feel like my strength is gone. That steel core I once had to draw on is no longer within me. There is nothing there.
Glenn says that this is not me. That this is not the girl he fought with for 5 years. John says he thinks I will be ok. Lyndall talks about the fact I can always turn bad to good. My friends all say that I am strong and that I will pull through this. But I feel like my strength is gone. That steel core I once had to draw on is no longer within me. There is nothing there.
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